The White Light Of Pain

It radiates across the sky
There is a ringing in my ears
It is a harbinger of spiraling decline
Yet everyone goes on with their affairs
There is no parent to make it better
Its destiny is to resolve
To fall into the sea

The light threads my heart
On it's way to oblivion
I feel the inextricable pull
But I am fortified by
The promise of effervescence
Of your radiance
Such soothing nectar

My muscles are soothed
As the suave of you permeate
My wiry existence
Yet I live in the alone
I thrive in the ware out
Yet you so remind me
Of the brick and mortar of me