Caring

I have become the canvas of life
I am the grey dawn against which it happens
The sweetness of the apricot's cause salvation
I provide the highlight for the wing span
And I am the gentle caress that supports the peck
Sometime I resent being the canvas for this
Sometime I want the joy of the kiss for my lips

But I am at that time

I am beyond the time of loves caress
I am in the time of loves transcendence
I am a facilitator
I am knowledgeable
It's just that I exist for the love of others
Some of us are for the lives of the other
This place is hard on me
I can see what works and what doesn't
And my heart wants their happiness
And I am crazy sad to know their truth
Before they do
As a failed lover
This my slice of the failed lover's hell