Red Of My Blood

The world seems grey to me
As I struggle through this
Colorless field
But you point to the red flowers
You say see the sea
But I know the charcoal
Malaise bathed with
Droplets of my blood

I can feel the copious
Dripping veins spilling
Paint all over existence
I am only too glad
To give back
What I suckled on
I know the alive

Need it more than I do

There is a stumble
In my life

I'm screwing into this
Very field

I hope my blood nurtures
The aesthetic
Of some other's life
Love