Train Tract To Effervescence

I am on my way to embarkation

I am on the destiny train
I am in transition
Between now and forever
The wind is on my face
I can smell strawberry fields
There is nothing left undone

There is the woman I love
But I have loved before
The love of a woman was
The building block of transition
I have morphed around the bend
I understand in conclusion
I have to do this alone

Yet it's an amazing choice
The desolation of my cells
Or the loss of the woman I love
How is it I can inhabit this conundrum
Isolation is the harp of existence
Truth or grandiosity
Madness or transcendence