When There Is This....There Is That

I breathe the same atmosphere you do
Together we are molecules that populate the ubiquitous
There was the merge between our hearts
For a time we held the web work of the world aloft
It was one of those fragile connections
We weaved it so fast
Yet we were torn asunder

How come we couldn't get past the fragile
Was our love not very strong
Yesterday we walked down the road together
Today I am lost in your absence
Is this reality
Then there were your hurt words
Buffering your absence

Should I try to recapitulate
Can one contrive existence
From a cascade of nonexistence
Should I struggle against entrophy
Isn't that the nature of things
You have taken it out of my hands
I am grateful and horribly hurt