Friday, November 26, 2010

Wings Of Transendence

My heart is on the wind
I am in the transition of the nexus
I have crossed into the no more
I am already working with my wings
My direction is in the tail feathers
My passion is floating into fruition
I am so done with what was

It's just that I am stuck in transition
How can I already be in my destiny
What is this place of no more
That pulls me back to was
What have I left undone
Why am I burning in the flames
Of transition

There does seem to be an absence
Of measured justice
It is just that I am not in that business
Besides what placation
Is relegated for the victimized
I don't want an eye for an eye
I just want to leave destiny's table

Thursday, November 25, 2010

I Don't Mind What Happens

Oscillation between past and future
An interesting machination
Or for me all that there is
I am dizzy and weak with the transition
I am so damaged to arrive here
I can't even take stock of why I'm here
My presence does not have a past or a future

I wonder if I close my eyes and drift
Whether I will be able to disseminate
In a waking consciousness
The difference that guided me before
I am fearful of living only in the now
What if there is no past or future
What if presence is the only permeation

I need to harden my resolve
I have arrived on the back of eagles
I have acheived my destiny
I am a spiritual warrior of balance
And I know I have been through the obstacles
It's reasonable to be in the second guess
It is my time to inhale the power

Indecision

This is not my cross to bare
Yet I have shared a table with the likes of
I have vicariously lived the conundrum
I have seen the transition between night and day
And I will validate his suffering is a journey
Into the darkest corner of hell
Yet I clasp my bleed

We were boys together
In another dimension of time
We had the dream of happiness
We both struggled for a better world
We were different and the same
Yet we stood by each other
And now we are codependent

When does a label usurp
Half a century of relationship
When does the tying of co and dependent
Mean the end
When does support and love
Argue for evisceration
When does something good become bad

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

This Is How I Want To Kiss You

I want extraterrestial passion
I only want to live in between thought
I want the exuberance of consciousness
I want a woman who will throw her self
With me into the unknown
I want the creativity of the abyss
I want this moment only to be alive

I live for the fire in my soul
It's just that I can't burn
Without the kindling of your love
I can't smoke into the transcendental
I need the essence of you
I need your breasts on my chest
I need your breath in my mouth

And I am afraid to go to sleep
Because you are not in my embrace
And I am falling through the slats
In times abyss
I don't even have to look
Into the rocks of oblivion
To know of my shattered bones

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Hephaestus

God of fire
Stood silhouetted in the sun
Muscles and tendons lost in the music
His body undulating in the rippling heat
His dance is dynamic
His passion is together
His juice of existence is hinged on a rivet

Red hot metal pulled from the molten
Hephaestus hammers it out on the anvil
He made it lighter and stronger
It was this hammer that molded Achilles armour
It was his craft that was responsible for
Hector's death
It was his disconnect which validated

The war toys seemed trivial
At the time
But I was in blood choking pain
I cried for Hector's wife and child
I watched as Achilles' chariot
Dragged Hector's body to the beach
And I hated Hephaestus

When Life Is Fractured

When one comes to a place
When one looks back over the gestalt
When the sum is more than the parts
The light of existence transcends
Beauty rushes in and out of your heart
The journey seems validating
But I live in a world of the disenfranchised

But these are the cosmological synthesises
That transcend into universal harmony
And I am riding the comet's tail
And the probability is that I will be dashed
Into the dust of oblivion
Like those that have been before
I solute you as I join your ranks

I have joined the ranks of the cosmic warriors
These are spirits who have mostly come and gone
As is my destiny
But we fly through the heavens in the moment
We are there in the moment
We exist for you
We are you

Monday, November 22, 2010

I Want More Than Ever

Since the beginning we have been blanketed in ice
Sometimes chunks have been kicked into the sea
These transitional rocks have sunk ships
On their way to the dissolve
What if time had already come and gone
What if they had already morphed to water
How much pain would not exist

Life is so transitional
Our beings are also the metamorphosis
Everything is fluid
We are something else with the intent
To become something else
We should understand
The ever change

Even love evolves
People change
Values evolve into something else
This is the norm
Those who won't or can't change
Are the dysfunctional
They are the physics of anarchy