Stream Of Consciousness

I awoke in the middle
Of dead poetry
Such horror
Unacceptable truth
I'm being snowed in
I had a dream
And it's being muzzled
By this place

Please not this
I love her
What is this destiny
The tears on my cheek
Our ice on my face
The truth is the truth
Damn my destiny
Let me burn in hell

I can not, not do this
Oh please I need you
So much
Don't give another slice
Of alone
I am drowning in isolation
I don't care if you think
I'm being selfish